Is there an Answer? A Way Out?
What's going on? I know this topic is a bit "out of focus" to discuss here! But hey, still, whts going on with me?
Do I have nothing to take up? OR is it that I've so many options that I m not able to find my way out? OR is it that ppl are selfish enough to play with other's emotions/thoughts? Am I making a mistake in understanding ppl? OR is it that each of them require a serious thought? OR am I just day dreaming? Whts going on within me?
These are times when I feel I am alone to think and decide over things.....the level of understanding differs with every person and those who understand perhaps think they are smarter enough to take care of things considering "ALL" (known and unknown) factors! What do I do? How and with whom do I discuss? When I know the level of extent I can go up to, should I still discuss things with someone? Everyone's ready to "consult" but no one ready to take a decision "with and for/about" me! Does that consultation really help? Don't I know and understand that stuff? How do I even share things with ppl when all they are looking forward to is their benefit (irrespective of I being involved or not!)?
M going nuts! Does anything from the above make sense to anyone (m sure even asking this question does not make any sense!)? This is the phase that drives me crazzzzzzzzzzy......Such are the times when I...........ALL CRAP!
hopefully there will be much better and sensible stuff to write next time around....
"
Whatever your life has taught you
For it has taken its own toll
You carry it with you everywhere you go
Inscribed upon your soul
"
nirvana
Thts how life is.................................
Do I have nothing to take up? OR is it that I've so many options that I m not able to find my way out? OR is it that ppl are selfish enough to play with other's emotions/thoughts? Am I making a mistake in understanding ppl? OR is it that each of them require a serious thought? OR am I just day dreaming? Whts going on within me?
These are times when I feel I am alone to think and decide over things.....the level of understanding differs with every person and those who understand perhaps think they are smarter enough to take care of things considering "ALL" (known and unknown) factors! What do I do? How and with whom do I discuss? When I know the level of extent I can go up to, should I still discuss things with someone? Everyone's ready to "consult" but no one ready to take a decision "with and for/about" me! Does that consultation really help? Don't I know and understand that stuff? How do I even share things with ppl when all they are looking forward to is their benefit (irrespective of I being involved or not!)?
M going nuts! Does anything from the above make sense to anyone (m sure even asking this question does not make any sense!)? This is the phase that drives me crazzzzzzzzzzy......Such are the times when I...........ALL CRAP!
hopefully there will be much better and sensible stuff to write next time around....
"
Whatever your life has taught you
For it has taken its own toll
You carry it with you everywhere you go
Inscribed upon your soul
"
nirvana
Thts how life is.................................
